Showing posts with label clinicals. Show all posts
Showing posts with label clinicals. Show all posts

5.20.2013

Free Book- Iserson's Getting Into A Residency (with bonus thank you cards!)

I know, I know.... I just can't stay away from this blog. I am moving in just a few weeks and have a few things that I will no longer need and am trying to find suitable homes for. Case in point, this book!

Isersons-Getting into Residency (amazon)



Today is your lucky day because you my dear reader can have it for free, free I tell you!

A friend recommended this and while I found it fairly useful I only wish I would have gotten it before 4th year. I think early in the clinical years is the perfect time....

Leave me a comment if you have a blog or profile with email that I can notify you by. Otherwise email me (see my profile for my email address). Deadline is Memorial Day- May 27th. 

I will have a drawing and the winner will get Iserson's plus a brand new pack of Thank You cards because I want you to have it all.

P.S. If you are interested I may have other clinical give aways. Pocket surgery cards or The Sanford Guide to Antimicrobials, anyone?




5.17.2013

Addendum: Reflections of a a medical student who went abroad for her MD

I have wanted to write a post about what it was like to be an IMG and the pros/cons of going off-shore for an MD for some time. Yes, officially I am done with this blog but for those future SGUers that may be reading later or lurking this post is for you...

My List of 10 Things to Consider:

1. SGU or another Caribbean medical school (but be careful because they are not all created equal) offers you a chance to earn your MD, a CHANCE to become a doctor. Getting accepted and going to SGU is by no means a guarantee that you will achieve your dream. I think this is an important point to make and for future and contemplative students to understand. I could tell you about a boy that came to SGU but left after a term because it was just too hard, I could tell you about a girl that left her fiancé to attend medical school and could not figure out how to be in a relationship with 1500 miles between her and her betroved. I know a student that left and is now in PA school. I personally know several people that despite graduating are unmatched and trying to figure out a way to secure residency in 2014. The say the hardest part of medical school is getting in. That may be true for US schools but I would not same the same for SGU.

2. Medical school is hard. You have to want it. And you have to be doing it for yourself. Otherwise, see above.

3. Even if you succeed and graduate, you MAY NOT MATCH. This is the truth and it is sucks. So if you have options, are young or simply don't want to be in this situation figure out how to get into a US Medical School. Go to DO school. Get into a medical masters program and try again. Being an IMG is a disadvantage and unfortunately this situation is only going to get worse.

4. You are one of many. The class sizes are large and growing each semester. There were 418 students at my white coat ceremony and another 86 that joined us second year from the Global Scholars Program in the UK. That means I am one of 500+ students in my term. The good- you can find your own click, study group, friends, out of 500+ this just happens. The bad-you never know everyone, you may rotate with fellow classmates that you never knew on the island. The professors and faculty will not know you unless you happen to do research (which is no small feat during the basic science years) or go to office hours incessantly. Individual attention is not going to be given to you so if you need small class sizes or personal help think twice before choosing SGU.

5. Your medical school only exists as an umbrella. Once you leave Grenada there is no campus, no SGU events or official student get togethers. You must seek out your own mentors and get advice on how to apply for which residency. For me this was not much of an issue as I was already decided that I would do Child Neuro and Dr. Boyfriend had gone through the whole process so I had support and mentors from my past research job, etc. For some students this was difficult and they struggled figuring out what they were going to do, what to apply for, how many program to apply to, etc. US medical schools tend to have academic advisors and small groups of students that meet throughout the four years and this type longitudinal support is lacking at SGU.

6. Medical school is DIY. I am sure that this is somewhat true for all medical schools but being an IMG in a class of 500+ students accentuates this aspect. There is no personalized instruction or mentoring. Sure you have an assigned faculty advisor but this is mainly lip service. I  was able to meet with mine a total of two times in two years.  One of the meetings was a lunch for all of the advisees. My advisor did not know my name. When I emailed him, his secretary responded. I had friends that had slightly more involved academic advisors but it really comes down to the fact that there are SO MANY students and that you are only on the island for two years. Resources are limited in this regards. Once I left the island I thought maybe I would find a clinical mentor but since I rotated at nine different hospitals and was continually moving this was a difficult proposition.

7. You have no medical center home.  I was continuously changing hospitals during my clinical years.  I rotated in county, state, community, private, and inner-city hospitals and saw a variety of patient populations. In doing so I learned different ways of accomplishing similar tasks. I believe this was a huge advantage and as I interviewed for residency I was able to apply my knowledge of different programs and know what I was looking for. Learning a new computer system or finding my way around the hospital was no longer a daunting task but simply part of each new rotation. Sure it was a pain to live out of a suitcase and move every 4-12 weeks but I liked the variety and exposure. For some, this is a disadvantage and there are work arounds.  Note, you can choose to stay in one area but if you do this then you are limited to some of the less desirable places to train, in my opinion. I think moving around gives you a more diverse education better chance to network, etc. This worked for me but it was not always ideal.

8. You get to live in a foreign county. This was good and bad. I loved the experience and enjoyed Grenada. Many of my classmates did not. I missed my grandmother's funeral. I missed many birthday parties, weddings and family Holidays. There was no option of going "home for the weekend". This means that I was freed from many social obligations but it also meant I missed out on those special family moments. I lived away from my husband for two years and we joked about our "marriage by skype" this worked for us, but it was difficult.

9.  You will most likely enter primary care or IM. This is simply a fact. If you desire to become a neurosurgeon or a dermatologist than SGU is not for you. Sure a token few in the top 5% of the class will match into a couple of highly competitive residencies but the vast majority (over 70%) are going into Family, IM and Pediatrics. Surgery, ER and anesthesia are possible but very competitive. This is the reality of becoming at IMG. (Note-I based my calculations on the 2013 match list with a denominator of approximately 700.)

10. You will be in debt (unless you are a trust fund kid or have independent wealth of course). This is really not unique to SGU as all private medical schools are expensive but living in a foreign country and having to move around during 3rd/4th year adds to the expense. My medical school debt is over $350,000. I just finished my exit loan counseling and my monthly loan payments will be over $2000 (which is the graduated 20 year plan.  Note, you do have the option to defer these loans during residency and accumulate more interest or pay based on salary but these options only apply to Federal Stafford loans not any Direct Plus or private loans you may have taken to subsidize expenses or apply to residency, etc.)  Also note #9. As a PCP you will not make the big bucks to pay off your loans so unless you do a loan forgiveness program you will most likely be paying off your education for a very long time. I never really thought of this aspect or spent too much time worrying about the debt that medical school requires as money was not my reason for choosing the field. Yet I now believe this topic is worth the mental exercise.

If you can be happy doing something else, do it. If not, well then choose carefully, have a plan and may luck be with you!

2.06.2013

Residency Fate Day Countdown

Just 14 days until rank order lists are due and 37 days until Match Day! Very exciting. And kind of scary, but mostly exciting.... In a month and a week I'll find out where I matched and where we will be living for the next 3-5 years. And then before I know it intern year will be here and I'll be doing what I have only dreamed of up to this point.

Right now I'm doing at IM-TSS (Internal Med, Teaching Selective Service) in Cali and trying to remember all the adult medicine that I have not had to practice or use in months! I think my brain has atrophied during 4th year. It is truly sad how little I remember. I know that I used to know all about CHF, Renal Disease, Liver Failure, you know, the bread and butter adult medicine stuff... but I just don't have the immediate recall and end up having to look up EVERYTHING. Kind of embarrassing as I'm a big, grown-up MS IV. Yet it seems my medical knowledge is a file cabinet that has to be opened and indexed constantly, it is not a ready to read book like I want it to be. Not yet. But I guess that's why you have to do residency... to learn what you have learned and to practice and practice.

On the bright side I love, love, love talking to my patients, explaining diagnosis, getting code status confirmed, calling consults, writing order and just generally acting like a doctor. IM-TSS is a Hospitalist run service with no residents which means the MS IVs are the acting residents. It is like a sub-I without resident support. But I love that part of it. And the taking care of my patients part. I don't love it when my patient ends up needing to be intubated and upgraded to the ICU. But he is okay and I don't think I could have done anything differently or prevented his intubation... Medicine is awesome and I am humbled daily to be reminded that this is what I get to do with my life.

Residency Fate Day countdown is underway.... 37 more wake-ups to go!

4.02.2012

Ode to an Attending

Get curious! This is what Dr. M would write on a sign which she would then display and point to, each and every time she asked a question re: your pt that you couldn't answer. And there was always a question. During the middle of your presentation it seemed nit picky that she would want to know if your pt's knee Sx from 18 years ago required hardware since you had no plans for your pt to get an MRI and her knee hx was in no way relevant to her CC of SOB or HPI... But the point was, Dr.M wanted YOU to know. Ditto for alcohol drink of choice, where your pt was born, what motivates your pt, LMP, current Hep C status and so on. Dr. M would say, "I am interested in all of your pts and their problems and want to hear about whatever you want talk about." And the thing was, she WAS interested and although she had already looked at the labs and read the PT report and seen the CXR she still let you fumble through your presentation, because that's how you learn and because she knows you need the practice. Dr.M would spend 45 mins to discuss the case of a pt in a vegetative state. A patient that had no chance of ever improving. But she wanted the team to help the patients family prepare for his eventual demise and she wanted everyone involved to feel comfortable with end of life issues. Dr. M would tell you exactly what you were doing wrong but she would also tell you when you did a good job, and you just had to accept that the ratio was closer to 10:1 than 1:1. Dr. M would answer her own questions and order consults when she already knew the answer. But she also admitted when she had her facts mixed up. Dr. M made you aspire to be better, and in the end, isn't that the point?

3.30.2012

In case you were wondering...

IM is a little more than half over and most days I still like going to work. I may not want to go into adult medicine but somehow I manage to connect with my patients, even if they are 1. homeless,  2. suffer from mental illness 3. are sadly addicted to alcohol + street drugs + cigarettes +/- pain killers  or 4. all of the above. The patient population is definitely "challenging" and the adults often act like kids but the medicine and pathology is amazing. I heart my preceptor and had a great month with an attending that may pick apart every single thing you say but only because she cares about her patients and wants you to become a good and capable doctor. So how can I complain about that?

All in all, I can hardly believe that 3rd year will be OVER in less than 7 weeks. I am a bit anxious about next year and matching and everyone I still need to do: Step 2 CK, CS, personal statement, ERAS, interviews. I am saddened by my upper SGU classmates that did not match this year but am so happy and proud of those that did. I wish I could fast forward and be there already but at the same time I genuinely LIKE being a medical student and wouldn't mind staying right here for awhile longer. I have so much still to learn, I wish time would be slow down and speed up simultaneously.

Most of all I try to be thankful for where I am in life. I am truly blessed that I get to do what I want with my life. Medical school is hard, but it is also very rewarding and I wouldn't change a thing...

2.15.2012

Day 2 and my (first) zebra = I heart medicine

So I'm only two days into medicine and so far I have a very interesting patient. I can't go into details because HIPPA and stuff but he's younger than I am and in multi-organ failure without a known cause. The obvious and regulars have been ruled out so now we are looking for something more exotic. Sucks for him, cool for me. He's an ICU patient and being only an MS III we are not suppose to follow ICU patient's but somehow I got him anyhow and I'm so glad I did. I actually want to be at work and am reminded of why I went into this, medicine is interesting, the human body is downright amazing and I am SO LUCKY to be living my dream.  I just hope that my patient's zebra is something reversible and/or treatable and that he will go on to live his life and I'll learn much in the process.

Yesterday was also interesting as it seems the "flavor de jour" was cocaine abuse. Maybe it was the patients tribute to Whitney's passing as my Attending postulated... but whatever it was we had no less than three admits for some type of cocaine related complication. Lesson of the day, love your heart, don't do cocaine and happy Valentine's Day.

Also the residents are great. We have noon conference and/or med student lectures pretty much every day and we get to do stuff but are still told to go home early/ go study and given minimal scut work. So all in all, I'm two days in and very happy to be here. Medicine rocks. San Francisco is great and I live in the same state as Dr. Boyfriend once again. All in all, life is good!

2.03.2012

Anatomy of a 6 week Rotation

Week 1: excitement, meeting new people, figuring out who's who. this is going to be great.
Week 2: still excited to be in a new rotation, settled and ready to learn, call is fun.
Week 3: tired. time is going by so slowly....i can't believe i'm only half way done. call is exhausting.
Week 4: omg. am i still on this rotation? very tired. call is dreaded. did i mention tired.
Week 5: the end is near. i kind of like this rotation. i'm sad i only have two weeks left.
Week 6: exams, done. that was great! i can't believe how fast time goes by....

I'm just about done with OB/GYN. It was fine. I liked the OB part and tolerated the GYN... clinic and L&D were great. The OR, not so much.... but then again I already knew surgery wasn't for me. It was a good experience and I'm glad to have another rotation behind me.

IM is up next and while I'm ready to learn and excited to be going somewhere that I have autonomy and actually contribute to patients care I'm a little apprehensive about working 6 days a week for 3 months on the wards. But regardless I'm going. And then fourth year will be here so ready or not, here I go...

Cali is just 8 days away, so long New York!


12.06.2011

blame it on the kids

HPI: female medical student with sore throat x 3 days, non-productive cough developing over last 24 hours along with hoarse voice and headache, possibly a subjective fever
sick contacts- numerous kids with strep, RSV and all other sorts of viruses seen and examined in the last week courtesy of her time spent in the Peds ER
cough drops and Advil has been mildly effective. no change in appetite. recent difficulty sleeping due to nasal discharge and cough.

PE: pt looks tired and miserable but not that sick. throat is mildly erythematous and adenoids are visible but without purulent discharge. cervical LNs tender.

DDx:
URI/Laryngitits- unspecified viral, top contenders include:

Steptococcal Pharyngitis - (pt has had strep throat no less that 50 billion times in her life and blames her sensorineural hearing loss on all the antibiotics she took as a kid trying to get rid of the same. pt can swallow without too much difficulty and lack of real fever, appearance of the throat are less suggestive of this dx)


A/P: Most likely viral so therefore no treatment warranted.

Rx: Take the morning off to stay home, drink tea and study. (Pt would not want to get the healthy kids coming for well-visits sick, after all!)


4.25.2011

Time's Up!

So the torture is over. I have officially been notified that I will start rotations in California at my first choice spot. I still won't get to live in the same city as Dr. Boyfriend but we'll settle for the same state and time zone.

I can't believe it. In just two weeks from today I will be starting my third year rotations with surgery. Which means I need to do some serious anatomy brushing up before then. And find an apartment. Buy a car. Pack and move. Little things really...

4.10.2011

The Waiting Game

Disclaimer: Whiny post ahead. Since I have nothing of substance to blog about I'm whining. Feel free to skip this one and come back another time.

Waiting is so hard. The agony. I really thought that once I had my passing Step 1 score I would be assigned a clinical site. Previous correspondence from Clin Ed had been received to confirm that I could start in early May in California, which I would LOVE to do and I replied accordingly. Yet May is now less than a month away and it would be nice to know WHERE I am going so I can find an apt, buy a car, etc. Little things I know. Yet despite many emails and inquiries Clin Ed will only tell me that they have not yet begun placing students in California. No timeline, no promises. They are masters of being vague.
Me: "Is Arrowhead  (a hospital in Colton, CA) an option?"
Clin Ed: "We will note your preference to be placed in Arrowhead and if it is an option you will be considered for a spot there."

Great, thanks! For nothing. (Sigh.) Previous terms have been given a prelim placement spots but I guess it was problematic so they changed they system this year and we are not given a chance to appeal our placements.  We were able to request an area, at least in theory. They assign us, we go. I can live with that but I did think I'd know by now. On the bright side I leave for NYC in just three days. One final vacation before third year starts, whenever that may be...